when u have nothing..

hmm..di suatu sudut dlm opis..aku termenung sndri..memikirkan aper yg perlu aku buat..klu ikut keje..mmg byk jer keje leh buat..tp aku xtahu mana pergi semua semangat aku selama ini..suasana keje dulu ..xdpt aku rasakan lagi....

kekadang rase mcm malas nk dtg keje..kekdg bile sampi je opis..nk pikir nk balik jer..hmm..what had happen to me??mcmana nk revive blk spirits yg dulu pernah ader dlm diri aku..mana spirit tu dh terbng...??huhuhu plz come back to me..

sometimes just feel..like a stupid person..mcm org xder matlamat..aper dh jadi dgn aku..nape aku jadi mcm ni..aku perlukan semangat baru..aku nk aku yg dulu..aku yg bersemangat dlm tiap apa yg aku lakukan..aku yg tahu ke mana arah tuju aku....aku yg berani mencuba....aku yg tabah dengan dugaan..huh damn..i just lost myself..

kenapa dgn aku?ape yg aku ade skrg?angan2 yg merapu2...yg xder matlamat...membuang masa dgn bende yg tidak mendatangkan faedah pada diri aku sndri..huh..i have to revive the spirits..with a new vision..with a new life...i can't just wait..or else i'll be leave behind....yes..i have to spread my wing..and fly away....believe in myself...no matter what i do..no matter what people say...i should do the best for my life...yes..i have to..
may tomorrow be better than today..yeah there is a hope..hoping the day to come will always better then the past...God..do bless me go thru all this..give me the spirits..and let it be easy for me to go thru every thing that u plan for me...amin...