feel so empty
hmm dunno naper dgn aku arini....dah puas aku cube lawan perassaan yg ader kat hati aku neh...tp arini aku tewas....aku rindu sesgt kt die....tanpa aku sedar...air mata aku menitis....aku rase sunyi...lately slalu rase mcm tuh...
skrg dudk umh baru kt cheras tuh...xde tmpt nk ngadu...bebdk umh br mcm tak terlalu mesra...masing2 jenis buat hal masing2.so lagik le terasa sunyi bila sesorang kt umh tu....dulu aku ader mmber yg duduk dekat gn umh aku....dia rajin ler hiburkn aku....but skrg dh tak lagi...dia dh ader girlfriend....and dia dh xlayan aku macam dlu...skrg call aku pun dh xangkat....sms aku pun dh tak reply...aku rase sedey sgt..aku menangis ....nape time aku perlukn kwn...dia pergi tinggalkn aku.....huhuhuh..
xtau nk ngadu pada sape....tiap kali lepas solat aku berdoa....moga Allah kurniakn aku kekuatan menempuh semua ni...beri aku kesabaran dgn dugaan ni....dan bantu aku menerukn perjuangan aku...
hmm kalu ikut mmg kecik jer masalah aku..ntah nape aku jadi sgt lemah kali ni....aku seolah2 patah sayap utk terbang...kt cheras tuh...aku xtau aper2...aku xde sesaper....kekdg rase nk cari umh lain plak....tp aku br lagi pindah ke situ....huhuhuu what i'm suppose to do.....rase hopeless..
Ya ALLAH ....bantulah hambaMu yg lemah ini utk bangun dan meneruskn hidupnya....aku percaya sedikit masa pasti ada cahaya menanti di hujung sana.....hati bersabarlah...ini hanyalah dugaan sementara...dunia yg pinjaman semata....bersabar hati....teguhlah berdiri .... :)
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Dear Anna,
I know things are not going well for you right now. And I won’t deny how empty it must have felt to go through this period. What more when there’s no one around to comfort you.
Sometimes people just keep their feelings inside when they are sad and in despair and in turn become a cold hearted person. It’s good to let your emotions out. So let it all out and cry Anna. Let your sadness flow out of the system.
On a bad day, it is always dark and gloomy before the storm. Afterwards, the heavy dark clouds would be replaced by the sun and often there would be a rainbow to greet you. That is how life is like. The gloomy part is not always here to stay. So have courage and persevere Anna. You can do that right?
Life is cruel in a sense because we have to endure all the difficult moments. However, it is in these moments that we get to know our real character – who we are and where we stand in this world. It is not through a simple and easy life that a man/woman becomes wise or attains wisdom but through the challenges he/she comes across.
by Kylie
Courage is finding a way,
To say things others never wanted to say.
It's speaking from the heart,
And using your mind,
It's having patience,
And being kind.
It's telling the truth,
When you want to lie.
It's finding reasons to be happy,
When all you want to do is cry.
It's achieving the impossible,
And always holding your ground,
It's picking yourself up again,
When someone knocks you down.
It's smiling when you want to frown,
And trying to be happy when you're sad,
It's learning to accept things,
And take the good with all the bad.
It's having faith in yourself,
And of course others, too,
Courage is learning to face your fears,
Because they've got nothing against you.
***I thought late last night
About building a dream friend
Somebody to understand
Who will be there until the end
Take care.
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